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The average container ship can carry about 4,500 containers. This blog was viewed about 14,000 times in 2010. If each view were a shipping container, your blog would have filled about 3 fully loaded ships.

In 2010, there were 19 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 199 posts. There were 2 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 195kb.

The busiest day of the year was January 3rd with 130 views. The most popular post that day was Big Bang.

Where did they come from?

The top referring sites in 2010 were en.wordpress.com, lovetoosweet.livejournal.com, translate.google.com, google.co.th, and en.search.wordpress.com.

Some visitors came searching, mostly for g dragon, g-dragon, ninomiya kazunari, jun matsumoto, and matsumoto jun.

Attractions in 2010

These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.

Big Bang February 2009
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Arashi January 2009
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TOP 10 Korean & Japanese Hubbies (Updated Version) March 2009
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[FIC] Why Yamada Ryosuke Needs Chinen Yuri (YamaChii) June 2010
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My Top 10.5 Hubbies (Japanese and Korean) January 2009
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I will go back though, if someone (even one) says they read this.

Until then, GOOD BYE! I really love this blog and it has a special place in my heart since this is where my blogging started and was nurtured. I will go back once in a while, but not to post anymore.

If you want to know where the hell I am, I’m using my livejournal account now (lovetoosweet ).

Till then,
Thank you for always being there, my dear wordpress blog.

( My life would suck without you. )

Moriaki Chihara was no other than a simple student. Really, there’s nothing special about her. She doesn’t excel in academics, participate in any sports, play any instruments, lead any group, or look anything special. She’s normal, invisible even.

She studies at a private school, that’s because her parents can afford it, but no, they’re not rich. She’s in 2-C, the middle class. You probably wouldn’t even know her name even if she went to the same school for 3 years. And it’s not like she’s craving for attention, she tries to avoid it.

He, though, is the complete opposite.

Yaotome Hikaru is nothing like a simple student. He is part of the group that calls themselves Hey!Say!JUMP because they can make your heart jump in many ways. He excels in academics (top 6 of the whole batch), participates in sports (basketball, soccer and golf), play an instrument (electric guitar), lead the Band (organization for people who plays in bands), write his own lyrics, rap, sing and is very energetic. He’s nothing like normal.

He studies at the same school; only, he’s been in section A ever since his 1st year. His father owns a global business, meaning they’re rich. Everyone knows who he is; he’s Yaotome Hikaru the guy who will forever be so cheerful that it’s too sweet to look at.

But they’re paths crossed one faithful day and that day made all the difference in their life.

Yaotome Hikaru ran as fast as he could to the locker room and rummaged through his locker. He smiled brightly when he found his book there because they have an assignment for it earlier the next morning. So he closed the door softly now, not much in a hurry and walked the darkened corridors of his school late in evening.

When suddenly, he heard someone walking on the opposite end of the corridor and he panicked. But it was quickly replaced with relief when he saw that it was just a girl and she was wearing their uniform. He wanted to say hello and ask what she was doing but he couldn’t because…the girl didn’t look familiar, at all.

No, this is the girl he would soon be too obsessed at.

That time, he didn’t know who she was and what she would be for his life. Ever since that day, he looked through every corner of the room, wanting to know who she was. Curiousity? He doesn’t know yet.

He searched every 1st year and 3rd year rooms and he didn’t find her. Was she a 2nd year? But that can’t be possible, how can he not know someone from his batch?!

But he did find her when he did a search of the 2nd years.

“Who is she?”

“Moriaki Chihara, she’s like, an invisible member of the whole school. She’s cool, but she doesn’t have anything special. Why?” The president of the class that he’s friends with answered his question.

And they both laughed.

Weeks had passed since he last saw her; it’s quite hard to do so, considering she makes herself invisible to the crowd. And since those weeks passed, he can’t quite remember how she looked like. That’s how good she was at being invisible.

It was Hey!Say!JUMP’s entry for the Talent Show yearly. They performed an original composition that everyone in the crowd screamed happily.

“THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING US! THIS IS YAOTOME HIKARU!” He screamed and girls screamed too.

It was her.

He forgot about her as soon as the nearing of the end of the school year came. It was test here and games there and problems here and there and his mind could not process all those expectations that were thrown at him.

It’s hard, being someone who is known to everyone. They expect too much and want too much in return. But Yaotome Hikaru is still a human being who can make mistakes and be just a normal human.

He struggled day and night to study for exams, practice for the games, write songs, play with friends, joke around a lot, socialize with everyone, be a good son…he tried not to let them down, all of them.

But again, Yaotome Hikaru is human, he fails some and excels in some, he wins some and lose some, he likes some and hates some, he laughs some and gets offended at some, he remembers some and he forgets some…for the first time, he felt disappointment wash over him as he let everyone down.

“It’s okay, you will top the next exam!”
“I know you can win the next one!”
“The next one you write will be better, I’m sure.”
“You can certainly be the best next time!”
“I know you would be more responsible next time, son.”

He was tired of being the top, the winner, the better, the best and the more…he was tired of trying to please everyone. He wanted to be accepted at who he was and not try to exert more in the next time as to not disappoint them.

And that’s how he really did meet her.

“Why are you crying?” She asked him, nearing slowly.

Hikaru looked up and saw Moriaki Chihara staring directly at him, concerned full in her feature. He debated whether to answer but decided it’s not like he was gonna lose anything…

To her, he’s normal.

That was the start of a relationship that soon became everything that he depends his life on.

He still worked hard, studied hard, practiced hard, be the best that he can be and try not to disappoint anyone and he still fails and loses and let them down, but it’s okay because he knows that there’s always one person he could lean on and not expect anything that he cannot give.

That was until he realized he works hard and studies hard and practices hard and be the best he can be for her. It wasn’t for anyone and everyone anymore, it was for her. He wants to see her look at the names in the board of the highest score. He wants to see her smile even a little when he wins the game. He wants to see her giggle when he jokes around. He wants to see her cry a little over the touching lyrics he writes.

And what’s the difference over it?

It’s because for her, everything he does is already the best and she doesn’t expect more and want more and demand more, it was already more than enough for her.

“You can’t possibly want me…” She stuttered, “There’s so many out there who would be a good girlfriend to you, who would be worth you…you would lose everything if you go out with me…You have the world in your fingertips, don’t let go…” was what she could only say when he proposed his love for her.

“I know you can’t have everything in life, but it’s okay, because I only need you.” Hikaru answered and she burst into tears as she jumped on him and hugged him with all her might.

“Thank you…”

“I love you so so much.” Hikaru smiled, hugging her in return. It was the best moment of his whole life, just standing there and hugging the girl he loved that loves him back, no one can destroy this feeling…

“Do you mind letting go now? I’m hungry, Hikkaaaaaa!” Yabu wailed.

AN: I hope someone’ll read, I don’t kinda like it but I did write it XD I will edit it as soon as I feel okay again. I hope you like this blozzom_zone . And HAHAHAHAHAHA who noticed the YabuHika in the end? Oh yes I ship them XDDD And so sorry for putting in Chinen in a place where he doesn’t need to be, it’s hard to resist. I love the guy. And I’m already starting on queenmeggie ‘s request, I think I’ll post it tomorrow morning.

Everyone in JUMP sighed as the noise started. They tried going back to what they were doing and tried to mentally close their ears, if that was even possible. But everyone in JUMP were already used to this, so it was cool. Well err, rather, they don’t have a choice but to put up with it. It’s not like they can chuck Yamada Ryosuke the-Golden-BOY or Morimoto Ryutaro-the-tall-youngest-one out of the group or maybe they could put up with throwing them out of the room, but ahhh, they can’t, it’s practice time.

It was one of those things JUMP hoped they were paid for, but were not. It’s time for the infamous Ryosuke-Ryutaro fights.

“NOOOOOOOO! That’s impossible!” Ryutaro said loudly, shaking his head to add to the effect.

“And what are you saying?! Of course it’s true!” Yamada exclaimed.

“How can you be the man in this relationship when you look like a girl?!”

“Well why should you be?!”

“Because I look manly and I’m taller!”

“dli’rq fdlgi’f/F THAT’S NOT FAIR! I HATE YOU RYU-CHAN!”

“Everything isn’t fair. I love you too Ryo-chan.”

And the youngest grinned in victory as he placed the frilly headband in Yamada’s hair and also clapping when he does look like a girl

AN: Inspired by the latest article of YamaRyuu’s fight XD

Yes, Yamada Ryosuke is in love with his bestfriend Chinen Yuri who seemed to ignore his feelings. But hey, we can’t blame everything on the little kid, he doesn’t know. But with all due respect, Yamada Ryosuke really is in love with his bestfriend for some time now…a long time now. It’s just that the kid never notices or the kid doesn’t want to notice it.

He sighs as he sits on the couch and starts reading a manga, actually, just stare at the manga, because he is thinking of other things—his bestfriend.

The slightly taller boy doesn’t want to admit his love to anyone, especially to him. It’s because he was scared that he’d get rejected since after all, Chinen Yuri doesn’t treat him special, he treats him as if he was no other.

Every day, Chinen would play with all members of Hey!Say!JUMP…

“Yuuuuuuuuyaaaaaaan!” Chinen screams happily as Takaki let him ride on his back and then runs around.

“I-don’t-care!” Chinen sings.

Yamada was jealous because he can’t really carry Chinen with his back, considering their heights. And Chinen never really asks for Yamada’s back. But he was happy because that night…

“Na Yama-chan, let’s go home together ne?” Chinen smiles, carrying his bag.

Those words made him happy, but enough because the next day, Chinen ignores him again and goes off to play with someone else.

“Where’s Yuto?” He asks Yabu.

Yamada forgets what he was supposed to do and just walks away.

He never told Yuto about the bug that he found and just killed it. The life of that bug is nothing compared to the jealousy he felt from the scene he just witnessed. Although Yuto did get mad when he saw the bug was dead, but of course, he didn’t know who did it.

That lunch time, though, Yamada’s jealousy faded.

“Ya~ma~da Ryo~su~ke~” Chinen singsongs, “Let’s eat together!”

And you love him.

He doesn’t know how much that affected you. How much you tossed and turned that night, thinking of his wonderful laugh as he piled the eggplants on your lunchbox.

But you got jealous once again as the next day approached.

“Yaotome Hikaru, Yamada Ryosuke and Chinen Yuri!” The photographer announced, would be the ones partnered for the photoshoot.

And all Yamada wanted to do was kill. But he didn’t and just pretended to be amused at the scene in front of him, like the others.

Yamada felt alone that time that all he wanted to do was throw Hikaru at a cliff, but he didn’t because they needed Hikaru for the raps.

Yamada forgot that feeling though, when the photoshoot really did start.

“Okay, that’s good. Chinen-kun, go do something sweet.” The photohrapher requested.

And all Yamada was able to do was smile.

Yamada wonders if Chinen knows exactly what could make him smile like an idiot. Because when that magazine came out, his face looked like he was the happiest man in the whole wide world.
And again, the next day, he felt like his heart would break into pieces.

“Ryu-cha~n!” Chinen exclaimed, running to the youngest member.

“You’re the beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeest!” Ryutaro continued on screaming as he eyes the DS as if it was treasure.

Chinen didn’t know how much his heart ached at the sight of him laughing and being hugged by someone that is not him.

Although, later, it was paid back.

“Eh?”

Chinen patted him on the back, “Strawberries, sweet just like you.” And then he left him.

Yamada almost wanted to not eat the strawberry, but he did because he didn’t want Chinen’s effort to be wasted.

And again, he felt abandoned the next day.

Yamada felt jealous as he watched Inoo-chan sit beside Chinen and teach the little kid play the piano.

“It’s this and this and this…Yes, that’s right…Uhum…Good…No, no, like this…”

Yamada’s heart ached because the scene was so sweet, as if the belonged to each other. It was breathtaking, the scene of the two of them playing the piano.

Still, the sun comes up even after the rain.

“Yama-chan! Come here!” Chinen called as he patted the seat beside him on the piano.

“I learned from Inoo-chan just now and I wanted to play it to you!” Chinen chirped and started playing.

And Yamada fell in love with the little boy more that he wanted to jump off a building because he knows it’s just gonna hurt him even more.

After the light, there is dark and it came the next day.

“Okay! Room assignments!” The manager called.

“Haha, of course I don’t.”

But the truth is he did mind, he mind it so much that he thought his head would explode so much from all those thinking on Why? How?

Still, it’s okay.

Yamada’s eyes were falling down from the exhaustion of performing non-stop and yet he has to stay awake for the practice. Suddenly, he felt something press against him.

“Here, you looked like you would die of drowsiness; we can’t let that happen, ne?” Chinen smiled, “You better drink that because I bought it with all my heart!” And then he ran off again.

Yamada’s heart still beats widely as he remembers those words Chinen spoke. And he wonders if it means something else…

Or not.

“I loooooove Dai-chan’s lap!” Chinen exclaimed as he settles comfortable at Daiki’s lap who just laughed at the boy.

“You do, right Chii?” Daiki laughed again.

Yamada felt heartbroken as he heard those words, it was as if he was robbed of his happiness, hearing Chinen say the word ‘love’ and it’s not for him.

And again, Chinen has the power to make him forget everything.

“Yama-chan…?” Chinen whispered in the darkness of the room.

Then Chinen places his head at Yamada’s lap and fell asleep.

Yamada felt peaceful as he stared at the little boy’s sleeping face, it was as if he wanted to shield him from all the cruelty and dangers of this world.

But the world is cruel to him too.

“Where’s Chinen?” Yamada asked Yuto who was playing his drums.

Yamada felt heartbroken as he sat at his study table. He was supposed to ask Chinen to teach him for his make-up test in Geography since he failed the last one.

Sometimes he feels as if Chinen is so far away yet sometimes he’s also so near.

But it’s okay, as long as he has Chinen by his side.

That day he was so nervous and he opened his book for the last time and saw a note attached to it:

The last sentence was written in English and he can’t understand it, but its okay because he knows that Chinen supports him no matter what, he’ll just worry about it later.

Suddenly, someone plopped beside him on the couch and he immediately knew who it was.

“Na Yama-chan, did you read my note to you yesterday?” Chinen grinned mischievously.

“Uh? Yeah, I did. Why? Oh and thanks, I did well.” Yamada replied, still thinking about the last sentence.

Chinen pouted and immediately cried, “Yama-chan is evil, I confess to you and you just—“ And then he runs to the comfort of all the members.

“Yamada, how could you?!”

“Why are you so evil?”

“How dare you make my baby cry?”

Everyone in JUMP was ganging up on him and he didn’t know what to say because he didn’t even know what he did wrong.

“W-What? I don’t understand!” He exclaimed, frustrated.

“How could you ignore Chinen’s proposal?” Keito snubbed, “He studied so hard to be write it!”

“What?”

“Always remember that I love you.” Keito spoke in English, “Do you know what that means?”

Yamada shook his head and everyone in JUMP was surprised, “YOU DON’T KNOW BASIC ENGLISH?!?” He eyed them and they kept quiet.

Keito rolled his eyes and patted Chinen’s back, “I feel sorry for you, Chii.”

Chinen looked at Yamada, “It means, ‘Always remember that I love you.’ I was confessing to you Yama-chan, and you don’t even understand any of it!”

Yamada was surprised at this and had to blink his eyes twice to let the realization hit him. Everyone in JUMP took the atmosphere and decided to leave them alone.

Yamada walked towards Chinen and wiped the small boy’s tears, “I have always and forever been yours, and you have been always and forever been mine, even if the latter you were not aware of.”

Chinen laughed, “I’m yours and you’re mine, the latter you were just too stupid to realize.”

And Yamada finally felt real happiness as Chinen kissed him for the first time and hopefully not the last.

AN2: YAY! I finally wrote a YamaChii fic after a flood of ChiiTaro fics XD But I am going back to writing ChiiTaro again, hey, I love all Chinen pairings XD This was supposed to be a 2-part one shot but I decided not to because it’ll ruin the flow of events. Anyway, I hope someone’ll read and comment!

It had been more than 3 years since he first met her. And until now, he still waits for her, because whatever happens, he loves her.

Chinen Yuri, wearing dark-rimmed glasses, hat and a long thick jacket stood besides the tall building near the park. He checks his cell phone every moment although he already knows she’ll be late anyway. He shouldn’t have gone here early…but then again, he doesn’t want to make her wait.

Chinen Yuri is meeting Inoue Mayu for her birthday celebration, her 18th birthday celebration and this is special. Who exactly is Inoue Mayu anyway?

Inoue Mayu is Chinen’s neighbor ever since the Chinen’s moved to Tokyo about 3 years ago. She was his first friend. Nothing is special about Mayu, she’s a year older, she’s taller, and she doesn’t excel in dancing, singing, acting although it doesn’t mean she sucks at it. Mayu doesn’t even have that head-turner look, but she’s pretty, just not the ones you would chase after. She was simple and there’s nothing special about her.

But still, Chinen Yuri loves her and he himself couldn’t explain it into words.

“Say hello to the Inoue’s Yuri.” His mother patted him on the back.

And Chinen just pouted slightly, laughing at his new friend.

Chinen rolled his eyes as he saw Mayu approaching, running with all her might. When she finally reached him, she was breathing heavily from all the running and is clutching her chest.

“I’m sorry I’m late…I woke up late and my mom left me with tons of chores…even on my birthday.” Mayu breathed, finally catching her breathe.

Chinen pouted slightly, “Mou, you’re always late anyway, what’s the difference?”

In a split second, Mayu’s eyes turned to slits as she eyed him.

Chinen Yuri, 13 and is a member of Hey!Say!7, is waiting angrily at the door of his neighbor’s house. It was his first day at the new school and Mayu told him they’d go together but she’s already 15 minutes late!

And they ended up bickering all the way to school.

“Just kidding.” Mayu laughed, hooking up her arm with the boy smaller than her by about 5 inches or so. “So, where are we going, Yuri?”

Chinen laughs, “Are you really older than me, Mayu?” Chinen stopped using the –chan by about a year ago when she entered HS.

“Yes, you’re just too matured for your own good.” Mayu patted his head, “And yet you’re small.”

“HEY! No talking about height!” Chinen pouted.

Mayu laughed, “Fine, fine, where are we going now?”

“Park.”

Chinen was crying silently at the corner of the room. Today was the first day of the week-long vacation of the small boy before he debuts as a part of Hey!Say!JUMP. Because the two of them rarely has chance to be together they decided to go to the pool and play. But because of enjoying too much, they forgot about the time and ended up going home late.

“Really?” Chinen’s eyes widened in happiness, “Thank you, Mayu-chan!”

Chinen and Mayu walked to the park and bought ice cream.

“Na Yuri, remember when we used to run around and try to catch each other?” Mayu asked, licking her ice cream.

Chinen nods, “Yes, I was always the loser.”

“Well, let’s see who is going to win now.” Mayu laughes mischievously as she runs and screams, “If you can’t catch me I’m going to leak out those pictures of you when we dressed you up as a girl to the media!” And she ran with all her might.

“That’s unfair!” Chine yelled, running after her yet unable to catch her, “You’re too fast!”

“No, you’re just too slow!”

Chinen never actually thought he’d fall for Mayu-chan because well, Mayu-chan’s not perfect. She fails and she struggles and she gets mad. She also becomes ugly when she only has 4 hours of sleep and Chinen becomes afraid of her then. But he knows that he did fell in love with Mayu, but he can’t explain why.

But sooner or later, he regrets that when he saw them kiss on the front door of the Inoue’s. That’s when his heart broke into pieces.

Chinen hurries over to Mayu’s side, her knee was bleeding but not so much.

“Mou~ Why are you always so clumsy? That’s why I always bring my first aid kit.” Chinen rolls his eyes and fixes Mayu’s bruises.

“Thanks Yuri, you’re always there for me, even if you’re small.” Mayu laughed at her own joke and Chinen just eyed her irritated.

“Just kidding, Yuri.”

Chinen hurriedly runs out of the practice room and all JUMP members yell out their concern for the little boy. Chinen just run out, never saying sorry to all that he bumped to, not even to Arashi.

But he doesn’t mind as long as he could help Mayu get over it, it’s okay.

“Mayu, it’s getting dark and I’m hungry, let’s go eat at home.” Chinen called a taxi for Mayu’s knees are weak.

“Who cooked?” Mayu asked.

“My mom.”

“It’s not gyoza again, right?”

Chinen laughed awkwardly, “Would you get mad if I said yes?”

Chinen along with Yamada, Yuto and Keito all became High School students and Chinen was happy because he was finally equals with Mayu (although she was studying at a different school).

Chinen smiled also but frowned inside because he knows that Mayu only sees him as a younger brother. He frowns at his height and at his age, why did he have to be born a year later?!

Chinen and Mayu enter the Chinen’s household and finds that no one is around but the dinner table is set for the 2 of them. And yes, the main dish is gyoza.

A little while later, as the two of them were eating, a little fight broke.

“Ohno-kun is amazing! He’s smart and paints well and dances amazingly and sings better than anyone!” Chinen pouted.

“I know that already but how can you say that you used up all your money to buy the new DVD release of Ohno-kun?! That’s plain evil! You should have saved money from your last pay for my gift!” Mayu raised her voice.

“But it’s the Limited Edition!” Chinen tried to point out.

“How come you care for Ohno-kun more than me?!”

“Inoue-san, can’t you do anything?” Yamada asked for help as everyone in JUMP surrounds her.

Chinen was studying hard to be the best because he wants Mayu to notice his hardwork and so that she won’t think of him as a younger brother. He sighs as he takes a 5-second break. He wants to be the number 1 in the whole school…not number five. And clearly, Mayu doesn’t appreciate the effort as she scolds him the next time they see each other.

Why can’t Mayu see that I exerted so much effort for her? I even gave up watching Ohno-kun’s drama on TV for her!

And tonight is the result of all those efforts he wasted as he watches Mayu’s annoyed face of not having a gift from Chinen.

“I love you.” Chinen says.

Mayu’s eyes widens in surprise as she tries to process what Chinen said. “W-W-What? Ha. Ha. Ha. Stop kidding around, Chinen.”

“No, really, I love you.” Chinen insists, his hand getting wet from all these.

Mayu eyed him, “No you don’t, if you did, you wouldn’t have bought that DVD box and would have bought me a gift. So stop kidding.”

Chinen stood up and handed Mayu a box, “Here’s your gift, Mayu.”

Mayu’s eyes widened in surprise, “I thought you said you used up the money from your last pay check…”

“I did, but who said I bought that with my last pay check? I bought that with the pay check I earned from the start of January.” Chinen smiled, “Open it.”

Mayu did and saw that it Chinen’s locket that he had worn a few times, and she opened it and saw their picture that was taken the first time they met and…a picture of Ohno.

“What’s with Ohno-kun?”

“I just want to always remind you that…” Chinen leaned in so close to her ears, “I love you more than I love Ohno-kun.”

Silence at first and then Mayu laughed, “Wow, that’s a lot of love. Well Yuri, how can I reject that confession?”

And Chinen’s heart beat suddenly stops to take in the feeling of finally being happy.

He knows Mayu’s not perfect nor is she special but he loves her, and he knows that no language or scientist can explain the reason to it.

“So~ want to watch that DVD LE I bought?”

AN2: Actually, the plot was supposed to be for YamaChii, but I thought it’ll suit an OC more so tweaked it up and came up with this. Tell me what you think!

queenmeggie I hope you’ll at least, like it I wrote it at 3AM so it’s not edited, I’ll check later

Yamada Ryosuke always wonders why Morimoto Ryutaro never gets jealous over Chinen’s flirting.

He meant well, really. It’s just that Chinen loves playing with all JUMP members, tickling them, laughing with them, eating with them, and even sitting on their laps more than the time Chinen spends with Ryutaro.

He knew it was personal.

But if he was Chinen’s boyfriend he would have gotten jealous a loooooong time ago because Chinen had been a flirt right from the start.

Yet Ryutaro never gets mad or doesn’t even show any kind of anger over the small boy who never even spend half the time with him. Yamada was awed by this kind of patience; it was like seeing the youngest boy be so mature.

In the first place, Chinen and Ryutaro’s relationship somehow came as a shock to all of them, especially to him since he can’t even imagine the two of them getting along. And he remembers the day Chinen confessed to Ryutaro.

All JUMP members were busy wiping their face with their towels since practice had just finished and they were sweating like crazy. On the corner of the room, Ryutaro was going through his bag like crazy, looking for his towel that seemed to have gone out of nowhere.

Yamada always thought that it was one of the sweetest confession he had heard his whole lifetime, even better than those he watch on TV or the ones he says on his drama. It was sweet and simple and unique, just like the way ChiiTaro is.

He even remembered the moment when all BEST members were against the two of them dating because of some issue from the manager and the fact that BEST all think ChiiTaro is too young to be dating and that they are making a mistake.

“JUST BREAK UP!” Yabu yelled, throwing everything on the grounds.

Yamada admired the determination they showed that night. The manager wasn’t able to say anything and Yabu was retained to his normal self, apparently a high-from-chocolate-Yabu does not make a good mother.

He loved seeing the both of them together, but those times are rare because Chinen’s always out and Ryutaro doesn’t seem to mind it. So he decided that he actually wants to know why, and the only way is to ask the youngest.

Yamada walked towards Ryutaro who was playing his game and he sat beside him.

“Na Ryu-chan, why aren’t you jealous?” Yamada asked, direct to the point.

But the youngest yet taller didn’t seem to understand him well, “Jealous of what?”

Yamada raised an eyebrow, “Jealous because of Chinen.”

Ryutaro also raised an eyebrow, “What did Chinen do?”

Yamada sighed, he didn’t know he actually had to explain things to Ryutaro, “Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves to ride on Takaki’s back? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves playing with Yuto? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves joking around with Hikaru? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves sitting on Dai-chan’s lap? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves talking with Yabu-kun? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves studying with Inoo-chan? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves learning random English words with Keito? Aren’t you jealous that Chinen loves spending more time with me? Aren’t you jealous?”

Ryutaro just smiled, “No.”

“WHAT?! WHY?!”

Ryutaro returned to playing his games, “I don’t care if I don’t have his attention because I know I have his heart.” Ryutari smirked, “And Chinen loves me more than all of those stuff you said, Yama-chan.”

Yamada was awed with Ryutaro’s answer. But he agrees with it because soon enough, Chinen came bouncing to him, tugging on his hand as the both of them walk home together.

Sometimes, Ryutaro-the-self-proclaimed-genius really is a genius.

AN2: BTW, YamaChiiTaro is not my OT3, it’s YamaChiiJima. And by TOP 3 is also not YamaChiiTaro, it’s Chinen, Ryutaro and Yuto XD Although it’s not so obvious. Anyway, tell me what you think~

Yamada Ryosuke is sitting on the couch at the farthest part and is listening to their new song INFINITY, he doesn’t really know why but those words, those few English words gives him the energy to not give up on this fight he was about to take, or rather, taking.

If you are wondering what fight it was, it was a fight for the love of the smallest member in Hey!Say!JUMP, Chinen Yuri.

Yamada Ryosuke would be fighting till he grow old and fat for Chinen’s love, no matter what his rival, Morimoto Ryutaro can do. If he can make millions of girls die with just his smile, he is confident he can make Chinen his…

So maybe, he really isn’t confident at all because Chinen doesn’t show which he actually loves more, him or the young brat who can’t read the atmosphere well. At first he thought he will win with no problem that was until he noticed Chinen actually prefers sitting on the young brat’s lap, rather than his. And it’s a big problem because surely, Chinen would want a boyfriend that he loves to sit at.

But no, Yamada Ryosuke will never give up; he will never give up Chinen Yuri to Morimoto Ryutaro.

***
Morimoto Ryutaro smiled evilly at Yamada’s direction as Chinen sits on his lap again. Even though he hates that he can’t play his games he’s okay with it, as long as Chinen Yuri is comfortable. Because he loves the small boy and he wants to give everything to him.

But he can’t make the little boy his because Chinen Yuri is not someone you can hold down, no, never. And he doesn’t know if the little boy actually likes him! But he’s nervous because his rival is Yamada Ryosuke, the boy who can make millions of girls faint with just a glimpse of him. It’s annoying really, because how can he make Chinen Yuri fall for him when he doesn’t even have his solo lines!

But he will never give up, Yamada Ryosuke already has millions of girls, but all Morimoto Ryutaro asks for is Chinen Yuri and no one else.

***
The fight started one day when Yamada asked Chinen out to eat strawberry ice cream with him and Ryutaro asked Chinen out to play at the nearest arcade.

“I asked him first!” Yamada yelled at the youngest member.

“No, I asked him first!” Ryutaro yelled back.

“Actually, you both asked me at the same time!” Chinen then intercepted, tired of all the yelling, “I don’t want to decide who I will go with at what place so the 2 of you decide by yourselves, talk it out and then tell me. I’ll be at the dressing room.” And then Chinen walked out, leaving the 2 of them.

“Ryutaro…” Yamada said darkly but the younger boy was neither scared nor intimidated.

“Why can’t you just eat ice cream some other time? Not right now? Or maybe, never eat at all!” Ryutaro yelled again.

“How about you? Why don’t you play some other time? Or better yet, go by yourself!”

And they bickered and bickered until dark enveloped the whole room and they forgot about Chinen. When they did remember, it was already 3 hours later and they found out Chinen already went home with Takaki.

It was the start.

***
The second war came when they both brought bentos for Chinen and they both asked Chinen to eat lunch with at the same time.

“I asked him first, and my bento taste great!” Yamada yelled.

“No, I asked him first! And what’s your definition of taste great, strawberry?” Ryutaro countered back.

“You both asked me just the same time! We still have 2 hours of lunch time, talk it out; I’ll wait at the bench outside.” And then Chinen walked out, rolling his eyes.

And again, Yamada and Ryutaro bickered like no tomorrow until they heard the bell rang, signaling the end of lunch. They hurriedly went out to look for Chinen and they saw him preparing to leave with Daiki!

***
The third war came when Yamada asked Chinen to teach him Geography and Ryutaro asked if Chinen could help him with Math.

“I need help more!” Yamada yelled, wanting to strangle the younger one.

“But you’re old already, I need help more!” Ryutaro countered, looking down at the older boy.

Chinen sighed, “Talk it out you guys, I’ll just be at the next room, whoever decides to be the one, just go there.” And he left.

And as usual, the 2 left started bickering again and they forgot about assignments and all they cared was who Chinen belongs to. That was until Inoo came in and looked at the two of them.

“Chinen’s at the next room, teaching Keito about Japanese language, I think it’ll take them a long time so I suggest you do your assignments by yourselves.”

***
They finally got tired of all the fighting and bickering so they finally decided to tell Chinen about their feelings, but again…

“I LOVE CHINEN MORE!” Yamada yelled, crushing the red roses he bought.

“No, I LOVE CHINEN MORE!” Ryutaro yelled back.

“Guys, guys!” Chinen yelled, “Again, please talk it out, I’ll be at the other room.” And then he went out.

This time, when Yamada and Ryutaro was left alone, they didn’t bicker because they know it’s something serious.

“Do you…are you serious about Chinen?” Yamada asked the younger boy, “I mean, you’re only 15, you’re still young…you could still—“

“I love Chinen, I’m serious about this Yama-chan. There are a lot of things I get irritated at when done to me but I never get bothered if it’s Chinen that does it to me. There are a lot of flaws I make, but I won’t cry if it’s Chinen who will tell me I’m amazing. There are a lot of times I want to quit JUMP, but I can’t because Chinen’s here. I want to give him my whole love.” Ryutaro answered seriously, “I know I’m still a kid, I’m young, but hey, young people can still fall in love, right?”

“Oh…”

“How about you, Yama-chan? Why do you love Chinen when you have millions of girls dying to be just yours?” Ryutaro asked.

Yamada sighed, “I don’t want those millions of girls, because they’re not Chinen. Because with Chinen, I feel normal, I feel myself with no pretending or faking a smile and a laugh. With Chinen, I’m Yamada Ryosuke, notYamada Ryosuke.”

They stayed quiet for a moment.

“This is impossible, we both love him too much, I can’t give him up and you can’t give him up… it’s not like we can share…” Ryutaro mumbled.

“That’s right! We can share!” Yamada’s face brightened.

“What? Three people in one relationship?” Ryutaro raised his eyebrow.

“Yes.”

“Are you…”

“Yes, I’m sure.”

“Oh…”

“What do you say?”

“If it’s the only way we can be all happy then…”

“Thank you, Ryutaro. I’ll try my all to love you too.” Yamada smiled.

“Me too.”

And finally solving the problem, they both ran to the next room with smiles on their faces, and yes, finally, they see Chinen.

“Chinen!” They both called happily.

“Finally! I thought I have to wait till tomorrow here.” Chinen smiled lightly, “So, what did you talk about?”

“We realized that we both love you too much to let go, neither of us wanted to let you go…” Ryutaro started.

“So we decided, if it’s okay with you, if you…want to be in a relationship with both of us? We can share, as long as you are with us.” Yamada finished.

Chinen smiled brightly, “Thank you, Yama-chan, Ryu-chan…” And he hugged the both of them.

Yamada and Ryutaro couldn’t stop the smiles that crept through their lips when Chinen hugged them. That was until…

“Umm, do you mind sharing me with Yuyan, Dai-chan and Keito too? They umm, confessed to me too. They’re at the other room…talking things out…” Chinen said brightly with those cute eyes and smile that nobody can resist. “Because I can’t choose who I love more, Yama-chan or Ryu-chan or Yuyan or Dai-chan or Keito…”

Yamada and Ryutaro fainted.

AN2: Oh yes, I’m writing again This is ChiiTaro and YamaChii but it became YamaTaro? I don’t know how it ended up like that. XD I’m sorry, I tried my best. Do tell me what you all think Please comment if you read it.

It haunted him like hell. Every day, every time, every moment he closes his eyes, even for just a millisecond, he could hear those haunted words and he’ll shiver. It was disturbing for him how those few words could haunt him down, he was scared.

So he decided to talk to someone, anyone actually, but he decided on Yamada since Yamada’s the closest one to Chinen now.

“Yama-chan…did you notice some difference with Chinen?” He decided to play safe, of course.

Yamada who was wiping sweat off of his face stopped for a moment as he scanned his memory. “Nothing really, Chinen’s still Chinen. He plays pranks, bully people, be cute, seat on our laps, play with everyone, study hard, and obsess over Arashi and Ohno-kun…nothing really, why?”

Ryutaro felt sad all of a sudden because he knew there was something that changed but he didn’t want to admit it because that would be crossing the line of admiration, so he just kept quiet and waited for all the members of JUMP to enter the room.

When they did, he watched as Chinen jump to Yamada’s lap with a, “Ryo-su-ke~”

“Na Chinen, Ryutaro here just asked me if something was wrong with you, is there?” Darn he should have known that Yamada’s too open-minded.

But he wanted an answer so he looked at Chinen’s eyes, and when he did, he saw hurt flash for a split second before the smallest masked it with laughter.

Chinen then started laughing, “What do you mean Ryu-chan? What’s wrong with me? You’re too tired; maybe you should just take a rest.” And then he jumped off of Yamada’s lap, pat Ryutaro’s head and then walk out of the room.

Ryutaro whose head was still tingling from the soft touch of Chinen’s hand was too shy with the growing blush so he decided to leave the room too. He walked out and ran towards the emergency exit when he suddenly heard sobbing from the abandoned room near their dressing room. Concern then washed over him as he decided to intrude.

And he was surprised at what he saw. Chinen was curled up like a ball in the farthest corner of the room and was red like a tomato from all the crying.

Ryutaro felt his chest tighten and he walked towards the little boy who just continued on crying, not minding the other’s presence. He decided to seat beside him and then he handed his handkerchief.

“Here.”

But Chinen just glared at him, “Why are you giving me that?”

“To help you, of course.”

“I don’t need help from the person who is responsible for what I’m going through.” Chinen continued on crying as he waited for Ryutaro to process what he said.

“W-What…did I do?” Ryutaro asked, not knowing why.

“I guess you really are a child, Ryu-chan.” Chinen said, not insulting, but only stating the truth.

“Hey! I’m not a kid anymore!” The other protested.

“I love you, Ryu-chan. Do you feel the same way?” Chinen repeated.

Ryutaro tensed as he heard those haunted words come directly from the very person. He stood up and started walking to the door when Chinen spoke up.

“Running away again, Ryu-chan? That’s why you’re such a child, you run away from everything not once but twice and I’m sure it’ll continue on and on until you die!” Chine screamed.

Ryutaro got fed up from being called a child, “Okay, fine, I’m running away! I’m still a child because I’m confused as hell! I don’t know what to tell you because I don’t know what I feel!” Ryutaro was crying now too. “I’ve been bothered and haunted by those words for weeks since you first spoke them! Can’t you see how worried I am?!”

“I can’t.”

“What?!” Ryutaro asked, frustrated.

“I can’t see how worried you are because you never opened up to me, Ryu-chan.” Chine spoke softly again. “And I can’t do anything about it; it’s your life after all. Don’t mind me, Ryu-chan, just continue on what you have been doing before I confessed…”

Ryutaro was silent for a second before he opened up, “I…I admire you, Chinen. I admire how beautiful your eyes would twinkle, how you can make my heart beat faster than normal with your presence, how talented you are, how you took over Japan, how you twinkled and become a star that was so beautiful…I don’t know what to call those feelings, so I called it admiration, because I always wanted to be by your side, because I always wanted your attention on me, and because…I always wanted you.”

And then Chinen laughed, “Ryu-chan, that’s not admiration…”

“Then what do you call it?”

Chinen walked over to him, letting him have all the power to move away. He closed the distance between their lips and kissed him so softly that the other could have pulled away so easily. The kiss continued with neither of them pulling apart, and Ryutaro even kissing back. And when the time to breathe finally came, it was Chinen who pulled away.

“See? It’s not admiration, Ryu-chan.” Chinen smiled, “Because I gave you all the power to move and run away, but you didn’t because you wanted it too.”

Ryutaro pouted, “I don’t it’s just that…that…”

“That you admired the feeling of me close to you? That you admired my lips on top of yours? That youadmired my attention on you? That you admired the feeling of me only belonging to you? No, right? It’s because that’s not what you call admiration.” Chinen explained.

“Then what do you call it?”

“You loved the feeling of me close to you. You loved my lips on top of yours. You loved my attention on you.You loved the feeling of me only belonging to you.”

“I…I love you?”

“BINGO!” Chinen clapped, “And now that we cleared that out, go and buy me a drink, I’m thirsty from all the crying and screaming and talking and explaining.” Chinen suddenly turned to the playful kid he was that it surprised Ryutaro.

“W-What?”

Chinen glared playfully at Ryutaro, “Please? I’m thirsty!”

“B-But—“

“Please, Ryu-ch~an?”

Ryutaro didn’t know what made him agree to go and buy a drink for Chinen or if Chinen was right and that he really did love the older boy, but he’ll have to agree that he really did like the kiss and…Chinen calling him Ryu-ch~an in that sweet voice that’s only reserved for him.

Maybe he was still a kid, but he’ll grow up soon and he’s sure he’ll be able to reply properly to Chinen’s feelings that time.

AN2: Okaaaay, this is the sequel I was debating on. I know, it’s crappy, I wrote it 2AM here without proper sleep so it became like that. Do comment and tell me what you think

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